Do u tink the smile i am putting up is real? do u think tt's how i realli feel? wonder y i always sleep when i haf nth to do.. am i realli tt tired? or am i stopping myself from thinking things too far? wondering y i wanted to be lkwq when i noe i am emotional? wonder am i realli scared or losing? wonder who i realli put in my heart?????? no1 noes the answer except myself. do u think i realli wanted tt "bad" record?